Just a small thought on the power of art - it has an ability to function as a mirror, confronting us with our own ugliness in a way that shatters our formerly held perceptions without breaking us as individuals. (Or, perhaps it does break us - but it does so in a way that we subtly allow, even if we're not aware of it.) In the breaking, art pushes and hopes for something better.
That being said...
We say that people are not for sale, but what
about our identities? In buying things to define us, what have we sold
ourselves to?
My heart feels more comfortable out in the frigid weather than
in the cozy warmth of my apartment tonight. Out there are howlings and
gusts which thrash about. Out there, the weather wants to fight - and my
heart wants something to push against other than my ribcage. Out there,
my heart resonates with the weather on what it means to feel frustraed
as my body literally pushes against the wind.
I'm feeling this song tonight. I don't like all the lyrics, but this
is where I'm at. Listen to the music - not necessarily to the words, but to the sound that the words make. Between the wind and this song is maybe where
you'll find me.
I am simply complex, broken and made new, and ruined for greatness. I laugh so hard that I cry. I have the ability to smile through my tears. Heartache is common, and joy is everywhere simply waiting to be acknowledged. I am lost in grace and hoping to help guide others. I talk about God and go out of my way to step on that one crunchy leaf. I dream, I work, I eat, I sleep. I see beauty and brokenness everywhere. I act, I dance, I write, I paint. I am human. I try to be myself. I will fail you, but I won't give up. Let's be friends.